small

small talk.small thinking. small perceptions. small goals. small bets. small hopes. everything is fucking small these days. i wonder when i'll be thinking or seeing big? or at least normal size.
sad :(
sometimes you just see one person, hear one word, and everything starts to get into shape. and, unfortunately, sometimes the conclusion you have been avoiding is so sad(that s why you've been avoiding it...) usually the truth abt your person is sad.
i think i'm depressed.
fuck it.
it's passing, but untill then i'm stuck in my small world, too used to thinking small and doing small stuff.
and i think the first step to get big is not to think abt being small anymore, stop complaining and doing things that could, eventually, become big. haha. i know the solution.
and yes, i can be a good friend. that's all i know how to be. i guess.
so..i'll stop complaining. right here and now.
doua puncte paranteza (for an optimistic end)